God only knows

It's snowing. Superb.

The Beach Boys - God Only Knows


Parimaid lugusid ning "Love Actually" on enam-vähem mu lemmik film.

Thy raven wings

Mis krt toimub. Nii ei tohi küll see vana aasta lõppeda ja uus tulla...

My Dying Bride - Thy Raven Wings


My dying bride - For My Fallen Angel


As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.
On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.
Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.
Love's golden arrow,
At her should have fled,
And not Death's ebon dart
To strike her dead.

The Beatles

Biitlite varasalv on ikka ammendamatu. Võib lõpmatult leida häid lugusid.

The Beatles - And I Love Her


I give her all my love
That's all I do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her too
I love her

She gives me everything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her

A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I
Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

my dying bride

Where are you now my love?
My sweet one.
Where have you gone oh my love?
I'm so alone.

I only think of you.
And it drives me down.
I only dream of you.

I'll come to you. Take my hand.
Hold me again. Please take my hand.

Please hold me now my love.
Where are you now, oh my sweet love.

My Dying Bride - My Wine In Silence


Sellistel hetkedel saab alati seda lugu kuulata...Päris ambivalentne, mulle on alati meeldinud ilusam pool selles loos.

Tahtsin kirjutada loo pealkirjaks "My Sweet Wine". Normaalne, ma kirjutan igale poole "sweet"...

You float like a feather in a beautiful world...(hahaa)

Not funny at all. Ma hullun! Aaaaaa..........

rows and flows of angel hair

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I've looked at clouds from both sides now

From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

Oh, but now old friends, they're acting strange
And they shake their heads, and they tell me that I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all
I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now

Avalon

Ükskord peab ju päike lõpuks välja tulema...

Ed

Kui ma siin juba lootusetult nostalgitsen, siis...
Tuli meelde veel üks periood.

Mis siis, et 7 aastat on juba möödas, ikkagi ma usun, et kui praegu uuesti näeks, siis..oleks kõik jälle sama. Jah, hämmastav, kuidas mõni asi ei haihtu mitte kunagi. Võib-olla küll ammu-ammu meelest läinud ja unustuste hõlmas, aga ma tean, et piisaks vaid väiksest kontaktist, kui juba...

Muusika on tore....mul on enam-vähem igale perioodile oma soundtrack, mida kuulates kõik meelde tuleb. Paraku ma seda lugu siiski päris nii ei kuule kui tollal. Liiga hallid ajad...

God, it was s p e c i a l...

That darkness...beautiful.

Depeche Mode - Sister of Night


Mulle meenus see kõik pärast seda, kui küünlavalgel hullunult järgnevat lugu kuulasin

ehk siis
the beauty of darkness

Apocalyptica-Harmageddon


1:50-2:40
ja
3:50-4:50

OH GOD!

ÜLIM kaif ja tume ilu.

What The World Needs Now

God, it's pathetic.
aaaaa....
and I love it

Jackie DeShannon - What The World Needs Now Is Love

love actually...is all around

Portuguese Love Theme - Love Actually

Both Sides Now..

Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now

I'm Not in Love

And I shall continue...
Haa...:D

10cc - I'm Not In Love


I'm not in love, so don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
I'm not in love, no-no
(It's because...)

I like to see you, but then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you, don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us
I'm not in love, no-no
(It's because...)

(Be quiet, big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)
(Big boys don't cry)

I keep your picture upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lyin' there
So don't you ask me to give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me
I'm not in love, no-no
(It's because...)

Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh, you'll wait a long time

Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh, you'll wait a long time

I'm not in love, so don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made, ooh

I'm not in love, I'm not in love...

Japanese cranes

..kõik asjad tulevad alati sobival hetkel.

Leidsin lõpuks üles video, mida ma pole juba paar aastat näinud. See on natuke pikem versioon kui see, mis toona maha võeti.

Tegemist on mu kõige lemmikuma videoga üleüldse ja olen nii palju otsinud, et seda üles leida...edutult.

Jaapani kured on mu lemmik linnud ja see video peegeldab suurepäraselt seda, mida ma Jaapanis jumaldan. Ainulaadne...

Hokkaido Cranes dancing

Beauty

This music is too beautiful...

Luule autor on Marina Tsvetaeva.

Max Richter - Maria The Poet (1913)

Björk

Üks parimaid.

Björk Mouth's Cradle Voltaic Live


Stuudioversioon:

Björk - Mouth's Cradle

Nick Cave

Sellel lool on mingi kummaline võlu. Iga kord, kui kuulama hakkan, ei suuda lõpetada enne, kui vähemalt 5 korda järjest olen kuulanud. Ma mainin seda lugu siin blogis juba kolmandat korda vist, kuigi plaanitud oli nii, et ühtegi lugu ma siin üle ühe korra ei reklaami.
Palju võib?
Lõpmatult...

Nick Cave - O' Children

õdus

25. A New Beginning - Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 Full Soundtrack


Tuul vingub akna taga. Kohati tibutab vihma. Küünal kumab kuldselt. Mõnus kastanilõhn.
On öö.
Leban voodis. Film vaadatud.
Kuulan seda pala. Rahulik, õrn, lootusrikas, kaunis...

Ainsad puuduvad asjad on praksuv kamin, väike jõulukuusk, tihe lumesadu ja tuisk väljas ning kuskil keras magav kass...ja veel üks asi...

Uni tuleb.
Ühest unemaailmast teise...

Japanese

ja see versioon...(klaveril ikka Sakamoto)

Kaori Muraji - Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence

All I Want For Christmas

I've lost my marbles. Mul pole sellist jõulutunnet ikka väga ammu olnud. Stuuuuupid..mis mul viga on?
Terve detsembri kummitab see jõulutunne.

Umbes nädala pärast kavatsen "Love Actually" taas ära vaadata. Haah:D

Love Actually Soundtrack-All I Want For Christmas-Olivia Olson


I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You

Take me as I am

Love Actually Soundtrack-Take Me As I Am-Wyclef Jean Ft Sharissa

I'd get down on my knees for you...

Suurepärane lugu..

Olin päris närviline, aga see lugu tegi jälle tuju heaks.

The Righteous Brothers - You've Lost That Loving Feeling


Baby, baby, I'd get down on my knees for you.

If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.

We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.

So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love (I need your love),
I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back),
Bring it on back (so bring it on back).

Mr Sakamoto

Detsembri kui aasta kõige kummalisema, kaunima, rahulikuma, vaiksema ja hingelisema kuu auks.

Mulle meeldib see lugu eriti selles versioonis.

Ryuichi Sakamoto- 'Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence'


Jätsingi otsustavalt ühe raamatu pooleli, olgugi, et oli väga hea...aga milleks end piinata, kui tegelikult tahtsin lugeda midagi muud, mis mul ka kiirelt edeneb. Ma parem ei ütle, mis raamat see on:D Ma olen maniakk..

death

I saw death today. Again. Twice, I could say.
Surm on väga teemas juba aasta-kaks...ei tea miks.

Eilsed kujutluspildid, tänased mõtted ja kujutluspildid...

I CAN'T focus.

Kuulan juba 3 päeva seda lugu (ei, ma ei ole üldsegi antud filmi fänn, aga see soundtrack on hea)

Gandalf dies extended

.

Tonight you will sleep for good
You will wait for me my love

I know in peace we'll go
I hope relief is yours



...I'm lost...

My love

Aaaaa....aaaa...
I just cannot...

Sia - My Love


My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, you have found peace
You were searching for release

You gave it all, into the call
You took a chance and
You took the fall for us

You came thoughtfully, loved me faithfully
You taught me honor, you did it for me

Tonight you will sleep for good
You will wait for me my love

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I'll be with you

You took my hand added a plan
You gave me your heart
I asked you to dance with me

You loved honestly
Did what you could release
Aaaahhh oooh

I know in peace we'll go
I hope relief is yours

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, I'll be with you
oooooohh ooooh
Du du du ooooooh

Argentine

Nicole Scherzinger & Derek Hough - Argentine Tango

all by myself

That's me..hah..

Igudesman and Joo - All By Myself

Malkovich

Being John Sebastian Bach


And especially..

The Malkovich Torment

Igudesman&Joo

Nägin täna lehes kuulutust ja hakkasin mõtlema, et miks need nimed nii tuttavad on. Siis tuli meelde, et kunagi vaatasin ja kuulasin neid päris palju.

Reklaam siin:

http://kuhuminna.tallinn.ee/oevent.php?oevent_id=105129

Tasub kindlasti vaatama minna!

22. detsember Estonia's.

Äge kooslus: andekad ja fun-fun:)

Ave Astor Piazzolla


Klassikalist muusikat ei peagi nii süvatõsiselt võtma. Krt, sellel orkestril on lihtsalt jumalikult hea kõla!!!

Bach versus Vanessa Mae


Where is the Remote Control?


Rachmaninov had big Hands


Klassika:

Piano Lesson


"this is normal for Asian teachers. I know from experience."

Ja veel suurem klassika, irv

Ticket to Ride


I like how they are playing around with music:P

Alla Molto Turca - Igudesman & Joo


Hyung-ki Joo & Billy Joel


Yeah, and SCOTLAND THE BRAVE!
Igudesman's Scotland the Brave


Ja mis mul kummitab sageli:

Igudesman's Auld Lang Syne


For a Fist full of Dollars

Black Sun

Dead Can Dance - Black Sun


Aaaa...aaaa...mis inimene mul nüüd meeles mõlgub. Ma olen sellest ka kirjutanud üks kord ühes pikemas Dead Can Dance'i postituses.

Hahahaa...

Freelove

Nii läheb, kui näed sellist unenägu, mis terve päeva lakkamatult kummitama jääb...

Aaaaa.....I'm going crazy.
Ja ma olen unetu. Krt, ma ärkasin jälle pool 6 hommikul, aaargh. Magama enam jääda ei suutnud loomulikult.

See lugu on selle väga ammuse aja sümbol ja tollane soundtrack.

Krt, seda mõistatuslikku alateadvust ja unenägusid...

Free love, indeed...

Depeche Mode - Freelove


If you've been hiding from love
If you've been hiding from love
I can understand where you're coming from
I can understand where you're coming from

If you've suffered enough
If you've suffered enough
I can understand what you're thinking of
I can see the pain that you're frightened of

And I'm only here
To bring you free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

I've been running like you
I've been running like you
Now you understand why I'm running scared
Now you understand why I'm running scared

I've been searching for truth
I've been searching for truth
And I haven't been getting anywhere
No I haven't been getting anywhere

And I'm only here
To bring you free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

Hey girl
You've got to take this moment
Then let it slip away
Let go of complicated feelings
Then there's no price to pay

We've been running from love
We've been running from love
And we don't know what we're doing here
No we don't know what we're doing here

We're only here
Sharing our free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

vaimugaige

Kunagi 2007. aasta veebruaris, kui vaimuhaigus oli veel veres ja sai tobedaid asju tehtud. Visata inimest "Naksitrallide" ja dressikotiga selga....Haahaa, ja tüüp luges tegelikult "Miki Hiirt" ja kui ma teda takistada üritasin, siis ta püüdis teki all taskulambi abil edasi lugeda...Ei, ta ei olnud 8-aastane ja mina polnud 10-aastane siis. Mõni meist oli koguni 18 ja teine vast 16.
Tekst on ilmselgelt täpselt samal toonil ja eufoorilis-küünilisel emotsioonil kirja pandud.
Jah, enam ammu ma ei improviseeri bussis kõrvalistujale (kuni tema hullumiseni) "Romeot ja Juliat", juba ammu ma ei improviseeri Piiblit ja ammugi ei loobi ma inimesi "Naksitrallidega" ega linnusulge lennutades "you float like a feather" ei laula ka mitte.
"Hullu-Sirtsu" sündroom (minu ühe klassivenna nimetus selle nähtuse kohta) on ka umbes 6 aasta tagune mälestus.

I'm all serious now. Very very serious. Vähemalt võrreldes "muistsete" aegadega.

Krt, ma nostalgitsen siin juba mitu nädalat jutti!

"Ta lennutas näitlikult juba neljandat korda väikest pasknääri sulge ja laulis taaskord sinna juurde: "You float like a feather..." Ja ta polnud isegi laksu all. Koduvana lamas voodis, tema lennutas sulge. Justkui psühhiaatri kabinet. Ainult, et hull istub toolis ning "hulluarst" lamab voodis. Tere tulemast! Olete sisenenud vaimuhaigete tsooni!
--
Juba teab mitmendat korda üritas Koduvana magama jääda. Ta väidetavalt luges "Mikumärdit", samal ajal end sinise tekiga varjates. Kurat, selles toas oli kõik nii kuradi sinine! Just enne oli Ta krabanud Minult lõpuks ometi oma piibli käest ning selle oma kuulsale riiulile tagasi paigutanud. Seejuures ajas Ta jällegi seda juttu, et "There`s a balance...Balance... balance...Tasakaal püsib, aga kui sina sisse astud, siis ta langeb. Kurjusest" Hah! Ühesõnaga, Ta oli juba tüdinud minu valguse ja pimeduse teooriast. Ta arvas nii hästi teadvat, et Ma "luuletasin" ise sinna piibli teksti pool juttu juurde ja tegin ümber. Aga, no mis, aga vaat, kui hästi Ma seda tegin! Ei saaks arugi, kui ei teaks. Ma olen nii piibellik. Jumal ütles: "Saagu valgus!" Ja valgus sai. Valgus sai. Valgus sai. Valgus, valgus, valgus. Valgus. Valgus. Valgus! Ainuke asi, mis Mulle piibli juures meeldib, on Valgus. Ja Valge. Ja Valge Tuvi. Valgus!!!
(Ma lugesin Meie Isa Palve Põrgu ja Kuradi nimel.)

Ta oli tõepoolest suutnud lõpuks mind takistada, aga noh, mis! Mu jutt oligi läbi. Piibli teemadel. Muuks jätkus teda küllalt. Piibel oli jälle balance`it hoidmas ning Tema üritas oma kuradi sinise teki all varjatult magama jääda. Aga ei!! Lõpuks sain Ma ta kavalast plaanist aru. Just sel hetkel tabas tema selga "Naksitrallid" ja hüüe "Wake up, you stupid little punk!!!". Ja siis mingitsugune dressikott. Ning siis mingi pagana vihik. Mõjus! Koduvana hakkas naerma. Ja mitte vähe. Ma rääkisin Talle kurat teab mitmendat korda, et kui Ma kord veel vaimuhaigemaks saan, siis Ma kirjutan raamatu vaimugaigetest ja mul pole tarvis midagi väljagi mõelda, Ma kasutan seda, mis siin juhtub. Hahaha! See oli taaskord väga vaimukas. Ta täitsa nõustus. See tundus kuradi debiilne.
"Mikumärdi" jäigi lugemata. Arvatavasti. No kuradi Tammekas!!"